In no way does it seem safe to assume the latest episode of depression is over. That being said, trying to come back to some form of “normal” is difficult. All feelings seem to be gone. The medication I was on made me feel numb like this, but I have been off of it for over a week now. Can’t blame the medicine any more. There is just seriously nothing. Except exhaustion, there is that. I just want to go to bed and sleep for a few hundred years. Even tried listening to sad music this morning to see if some kind of emotion could be drummed up. Didn’t feel a thing. Holding on though. There is still hope. Maybe tomorrow will be better.